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Im just a silly little girl...<3
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you And stay up late and watch cartoons.
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5th-Jan-2011 11:30 pm - Could you blame me
Whenever we talk, you yell at me. You think I dont listen to a word you say.
Your right i dont, when you start to speak my mind wanders. And I'm sorry,
I try to stay with you, stay with what your saying.
But i get lost in the rhythm of your words,
The vibrations of your tone as every word drips from your tongue and on to your lips.
I get lost, and my mind wanders.
I dream of you and me years from now doing exactly this. You sitting and talking me
trying to keep up.
I dream of our wedding and the kids we will soon have
My mind travels to you and me 30 years from now , and we are in love
just the same as we are today.
Baby when you talk my mind wanders.
But the vibrations in your voice are slowing now, lulling me
ever so gently back from my dream world. And i wish you could see what i have seen.
3rd-Sep-2010 12:30 am(no subject)
I'm lost in the memories of us, of the good times we had, and even the bad times. I cant believe how much i love you and how quickly everything went away, I know its selfish to say this but I don't want you to love anyone else, I just want you to love me.
1st-Sep-2010 01:06 am - hearts, stars. and horseshoes
I think that the universe intends for everyone to find that someone they are ment to love and care for. I don't think the universe, however, thought about how hard love acctualy is. We would like to think that giving someone your heart is the most uncomplicated thing in the world, but this is very untrue. When you find that person you have to worry about if he or she is happy and if they're not you have to find a way to make them happy. Don't get me wrong I love to make my man smile it brightens my day, but getting there is a whole other story. And if you don't have the ability to do so right then and there ughh I don't know what to tell you. Love is kind of like added pressure I mean its nice for a while and then the new car smell goes away.
I also think that when you f up the relationship with this person the universe trys its hardest to push you back together , because ur "meant to be". How many times before the universe gives up on the relationship too?

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24th-May-2010 08:36 pm - Its barbie bitch
Ugh why am i jealous? Theres no reason for it and believe me i know green is not my color but i do know one thing. IM PRETTIER THAN HER.
11th-Jan-2010 11:40 pm - there's hole there
I think I might be broken, too broken
This is the third week she has slept in her bed alone. Her grief for him still consumes her, it was far too soon for their relationship to come to close, but it was even sooner for his life to end. Three weeks back she and Loren were on their way home from the beach, they often went for walks along the beach. They would always stop along the shore and pick up shells and whatever other interesting things they could find. Loren had found a large sand dollar on the shore that day and was clutching it in his right hand while of course sarah held on to his left. Just as they were turning the corner on to the main road a car swerved ,losing control it came barreling toward them at a tremendous speed. Sarah screamed as Loren pushed her out of the way saving her life. Unfortunately loren did not have enough time to get out of the way himself and was hit by the car.By the time the ambulance got there it was too late, sarah had lost her love.
She lays in bed tossing and turning like she does every night, sleep just does not come easy for her these days. Her head wandering the whole time thinking about him , about Loren, it was only a couple months they were together but still for her it seemed like a lifetime. She remembered the way his rust colored hair would fall in to his eyes and the way he would throw a sly smile out and shake it from his face. That was just how he was, he had a sly cunning charm about him, that she couldn't resist. Everything about him was perfect his eyes, so brown and deep you could just drown in them ,his killer smile, his beautiful tanned skin that would just glow in the sunlight.Everything was perfect.
She finally began to drift off to sleep after about an hour of laying in complete silence engulfed in her thoughts.she fell deeper and deeper in to sleep. Every night her dreams haunt her with the memories of what happened, tonight was no different. In the dream she was standing on the opposite side of the road and could see the car coming for them and every time she tries to scream a warning out the would be no sound. In her bed her thrashes around on the pillow and she screams and yells. Suddenly she feels someone brush her face with the topside of their hand, and whisper in her ear "Sarah my love please don't fret for me".
She wakes up instantly. Was she dreaming? That did not seem like any dream she heard his voice clearly. Then she begins to realize her room, had that same rough musky smell that loren had. "I must be going crazy", she says out loud. Sarah walks to her bathroom to wash her face with cool water and when she looks down in to the sink , there it was the sand dollar loren had found three weeks prior. How could this be here she had looked at the scene several times to try and find it but never had any luck, and here it was sitting right in her bathroom sink. She grips it tight in her hand and falls on to the cold tiled floor. and just sits on her knees and cries.
20th-Jun-2009 09:25 pm(no subject)
live journal voice post! NIIICE!!!!!!!!
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24th-May-2009 07:45 pm - Asshole
Break you down cuz thats the way i like you. Let me see those tears baby girl, i like it when your vulnerable. I like to know your weaker then me, and i like to remind you of that fact. So maybe i'll build you up one more time just to break you down again. I like the way those tears fall down your face. I like the the way your makeup smudges when your upset. You'll never know how i feel about you , you'll never know a thing. The last thing you'll see is the door slamming behind me when im done with you. But until then c'mon baby let me see you cry.
18th-May-2009 10:19 pm(no subject)
I need someone to give me air, i need another breath. Another breath to give me life to help me thrive.
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